Sunday, January 28, 2007

A Warrior's Katana

 I promised a good friend of mine that I would blog about this -

A Warrior's Katana
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For those of you who have visited my apartment in Melbourne, you would have noticed that I displayed a samurai sword by my bedside. It was positioned in a way that if someone were to break into my room, I would be able to immediately unsheath the sword and use it. Even if you didn't notice it, I'm sure I would have shown it off to you at some point or another (I can't resist showing it off..... I mean come on, it's a samurai sword replica from The Last Samurai!).

Once a while, I would actually take the sword in my hand, draw it out and pretend that I'm some noble samurai warrior from ancient times.

"Wow," I thought, "there was a time when men fought for their country and families with this very weapon in their hands..."

As I drew the sword from it's sheath slowly, I knew that if this sword was sharpened, it would be extremely deadly - a single edged sword. It's like....the sword served its true purpose when it is drawn - it would be a weapon ready for battle. However, if it was sheathed, it would remained ineffective in battle until it was drawn from it's sheath - it would fail to serve it's purpose. 

You see, the sword is still there, and the power to kill is still there, but it is contained; restrained; supressed; protected.

One thing was for certain. When a samurai warrior goes into battle, he would have to remove his sword from it's sheath before it can be used to effectively strike an enemy. He could strike his enemy with his sheathed sword all he wanted, and it would not harm his enemy. Only until it is unsheathed would his enemy fear the warrior. It had to be unleashed first.

Ephesians 6:17 (NIV) says:
"And take...the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God."

The Bible states very clearly that we are in spiritual warfare (Ephesians 6:12). Sorry people. You have an enemy out there, and he hates you even more especially when you are christian. It ain't always a merry go round - in fact its more like samurai warriors clashing in the battle scene of 'The Last Samurai'.

If we look at it from this context, it is imperative that a christian uses this 'sword', which is the word of God, as much as possible when needed. Yet it's surprising how many of us neglect it. It's like we have the sword, but it is still kept in it's sheath. We have the weapon to fight the enemy, yet we are unwilling, or ignorant in it's inability to be effective unless it is drawn. Why aren't we drawing our swords for battle?

Hebrews 4:12 (NLT) says:
For the word of God is alive and powerful. It is sharper than the sharpest two-edged sword, cutting between soul and spirit, between joint and marrow. It exposes our innermost thoughts and desires.
Sounds like a good reason for christians to start drawing their under-used swords against the devil, isn't it?


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Ephesians 6:12 (Amp):

12For we are not wrestling with flesh and blood [contending only with physical opponents], but against the despotisms, against the powers, against [the master spirits who are] the world rulers of this present darkness, against the spirit forces of wickedness in the heavenly (supernatural) sphere.

Thursday, January 18, 2007

What I have forgotten...

As I stood silently on the train ride back to my aunt's place for the night, I could hear a familiar voice speaking to me; a soft and loving voice; a still small voice.

"Why won't you let me love you?"

There was no reply.

I had no reply. Frankly, all I did was continue to stare at nothingness as I ignored what I just thought I heard. Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me. If often does.

And then I heard if for the second time. This time, it was louder, yet still full of love.

"Son, why won't you let me love you?"

As I pondered in my heart for an answer, the sound of music eminating from my Ipod began to fade...

"I don't know..."

I didn't know the answer.

It should be simple, shouldn't it? Why does it seem like I have a problem receiving love? Unconditional love? A kind of love I do not deserve?

I guess I must have been hurt before. But this love isn't supposed to fail you. It's the love of God - one that is coming from my 'Papa God'. A love described in the parable of the prodigal son. A love of a father to a son. But somewhere along the journey of my life, I felt that I was betrayed of that love. I don't know why, but I've forgotten how it was to be loved by God. Shouldn't it be easy? Come to think of it, I haven't felt it in a long time.

Maybe it is time to let Him embrace me all over again. To let Him drown me with His love for me.

I guess there is a difference knowing in your mind that you are loved, and feeling it in your heart.

Take a chance, I remembered a friend recently told me. A chance in love.

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As my stop approached, I decided I would take that chance. And I walked out allowing Jesus to love me.... yet again.

After all, it's a new season.